They're your inner fatties for a reason!! It has come to my attention that my own bad food habits (compulsive overeating, boredom snacking) have caught up with me, my addiction to caffeine and high soda consumption proving equally counterproductive. Now while I do not know my exact weight, the majority of my jeans under size 16 have become snug or tight enough to cut you in half when you sit down. It's not just diet that has given Agnes a way to escape, My lack of exercise and erratic sleep schedule certainly doesn't help.
Admitting to and acknowledging the fact that I have these problems is all well and good, but figuring out what to do about it is a whole another boss fight! Diets plans are a bitch to stick to, not to mention a good number of them taste like crap. Compulsive eating is an impulse much like biting your nails, both of which I'm trying to put a lid on, and both of which are annoyingly difficult habits to drop.
I think it's safe to say food has indeed become the center of my day. I have a toasted bagel with cream cheese, and it's delicious and all that jazz, but it doesn't feel like enough, and 20 minutes later I want another one. That's pretty much how it goes for me. Self-esteem drops as Agnes gets closer to the exit, and I lost the net I would use to drag her back inside. Looks like I'll have to find a way to chase the fluffy little brat down myself.
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